ON BECOMING WILD

by Lynnel Jones


		i

A hawk streaks down,
locks on the smallest chick then rising
with frantic hullabaloo of flailing wings
screams braggadocio too soon.
The lost fluff poult sinks down.

		ii

Before I remembered the Grandmother part 
of Great Spirit, Wakan-Tonka, the One
in whom all things exist and carried a pipe
and knew I had the turkey medicine,
I thought a turkey was a jerk or lunch. 
Late, I learned I have Sioux status 
as a pot-latch - give away - foremost
in generosity.  Late, boundaries became virtue.

I know from when I raised poults 
years ago, the big white fluffy ones
lift up their mouths to rain 'til they
can't swallow any more and fall down drowned. 
But now I've met wild turkey - not the kind 
on ice - I look with grateful eyes on turkeyness. 
Like Ogallala squaws, hard-working hens
lump their young to spell the job and stave 
off death.  Yet even so attended 
buxom, grousing chicks make hens grow faint;  
then brave-like, they strike out alone.


 		iii	

I used to be the hawk on my walk, fly up
in wild hullabaloo and lose the prize.
Now…in my leaving, you might hear me croon
a Frost love song:  "The only certain freedom's 
in departure."*

*Robert Frost, "It's Hard To Keep From Being King When it's You And In The Situation."

Published in Points East Annual Poetry Review, 2006